I'm here again. Sitting alone at my desk, thinking of things I have, things I need, and things I want. It's almost if I went in a circle, but it's not really. For, I have received things I needed. Much needed. My new job is going very well, and I am much happier with it, than the previous. This is a good thing. I feeling much more "like myself" whatever that means.
You know what I want, so I dare not say it's name. I shan't even think on it. Yeah right. It's like the test not too. I need something else to fill my thoughts. Something good. Something true.
I start down that road, leading to some sort of truth, and it usually leads back to the same place. Here. I can do many things. I can make things happen. I just don't want to wake up alone any longer. I suppose by that logic, I need to make those things happen, but everyone always says, that is impossible. They well might be right.
Tonight. I will not try and make anything happen, I will just work. I think about anything, but that which I dare not speak of.
What was that thing, stacks? Fat stacks. Oh ok, I guess you'll do.
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