FOR THOSE WHO JUST DO NOT KNOW

Tonight as I lay in bed discovering a newness in myself, the sparrow returned to me. It's strange to me how I knew that the touch that I saw in the sparrow would surely come with her tonight. It did, and I must say it's more beautiful than I imagined. I am not sure why I am drawn to this sorrow, but I know that perhaps it's the recognition of what's inside of yours truly. Is it my ego, or is it at the heart of it? I am not sure, but certain things have caused me to start to believe in a shift of this conscience. I feel that things are just how they should be. For the moment anyhow.

This sparrow was at her most vulnerable tonight as I have seen. I cannot fully express to this lovely bird how much I know what she is feeling, and that it is ok with me. There is no judgement here, and should hopefully feel comfortable here with me. Get close to me. Tell me what you are afraid of. Try and break my heart. I dare you. I am not looking for punishment, for I don't think this sparrow realizes how deep my heart is, and how badly it's been beaten before. The way in which it exists today is a wiser, bigger, and more understanding piece of anatomy. I feel it growing daily, and the best part of this is, that growth is for everyone.

I do believe that things are happening for a reason, yet I am smart enough to know that I will most likely never know said reason.
My part is to know that things are happening all around me, and the best thing I can do is try and smile. It was the sparrow that most recently reminded me of this, and for that I will be forever grateful. I am here for you. I feel more natural with you than I believe I have ever felt, and that's just a good sign that we will become great friends.

As I let the sparrow return to flight I saw something undiscovered before. There is a new light in her eyes. She really looked at me tonight. She did not hide behind that gregarious grin. It was a beautiful moment, if only for an instance. It's here I shall stay until the sparrow's flight returns...

IF YOU SHOW ME YOURS, I'LL SHOW YOU MINE. by Kris Kristofferson

If you're feeling salty,then I'm your tequila

If you've got the freedom I've got the time

There ain't nothing sweeter than naked emotions

So you show me yours, hon, and I'll show you mine

No ma'm I know this ain't all that you've ever been used to

You with your rings on your fingers and time on your hands

Sometimes it's nice to have somebody nice to be close to


Lord, knows I've been there before you and I understand

If you're feeling salty,then I'm your tequila

If you've got the freedom I've got the time

There ain't nothing sweeter than naked emotions

So you show me yours, hon, and I'll show you mine



I wish that I was the answer to all of your questions

God knows I know you wish you were the answer to mine

Darling if you ain't a thing but a change in direction

Lord knows I'd know you'd be somethin' I'm lucky to find



If you're feeling salty,then I'm your tequila

If you've got the freedom I've got the time

There ain't nothing sweeter than naked emotions

So you show me yours, hon, and I'll show you mine

If you show me yours hon, I'll show you mine.