Today my feelings are best explained through the words of others, so I give you song lyrics that have hit me, punched me, coddled me, or just made me cry. All, though, have helped me in some way.

Pardon the sap.

...How will you know when you‘ve found me at last? Cause I’ll be the one with my heart in my lap. I’m so tired, I’m so tired, I wish I was the moon tonight...So if your lonely, you know I’m here waiting for you...I know I won’t be leaving here with you...Oh yes, I’m the great pretender, pretending that I’m doing well. My need is is a such , I pretend too much, I’m lonely, but no one can tell...If I ever write this letter, bitter words it would contain, just an unrequitted love bird, wishing she had never spoke your name...I am finally seeing I was the one worth leaving, D.C. Sleeps alone tonight...Sweethearts walk by together, and I still miss someone...To whom can I speak today, the gentleness has perished, and the violent man has come down on everyone...This is what you get, when you mess with us...All i ever wanted, all I ever needed is here in my arms, Words are very unecessary, they can only do harm...Love will tear us apart, again...So it came time to fight, I thought I'd just step aside, and that the time would prove you wrong, and that you would be the fool...may the wind take your troubles away, both feet on the floor, both hands on the wheel, make the wind take your troubles away...the world has turned and left me here, just where I was before you appeared...I'm bound to pack it up, and go away...another turning point, a fork stuck in the road, time grabs you by the wrist and directs you where to go...I'm tired of fighting, fighting for a lost cause...everytime I see you falling, I get down on my knees and pray, I'm waiting for that final moment you say the words that I can't say...my aching heart will bleed, for you to see, but now, no more I love you's, the language is leaving me...I tried to laugh about it, hiding the tears in my eyes, cause boys don't cry...